This post was just what I needed. I awoke just now with searing anxiety, and have been feeling myself spiraling for the past few days, trying to steer this fear like a boat in a storm, working with the weather and not against it but sometimes I don't know if I'm riding it or indulging it. My belief in God is shaky and new but I adore the idea at least of humbling myself to a plan larger than myself and overseen by a force that knows better than all of us. It's always healing to know I'm not alone in this freezing cold claustrophobic winter. Which is what's outside my window and in my guts. At least until the thaw. Thank you Stephanie!
This post was just what I needed. I awoke just now with searing anxiety, and have been feeling myself spiraling for the past few days, trying to steer this fear like a boat in a storm, working with the weather and not against it but sometimes I don't know if I'm riding it or indulging it. My belief in God is shaky and new but I adore the idea at least of humbling myself to a plan larger than myself and overseen by a force that knows better than all of us. It's always healing to know I'm not alone in this freezing cold claustrophobic winter. Which is what's outside my window and in my guts. At least until the thaw. Thank you Stephanie!
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